Friday, July 14, 2006 || Scumbag in Christ...
- Sad to say, after the bunch left... everything was a downward spiral from thr on. At least for me.
Yeah, I'm a scumbag in Christ.
I think this morning was the longest time I've spent w/ the Lord in prayer ever since several months ago, when the whole saga ended, and a few months after dat. It's probably the first time in a long time since I've wept over my iniquity; not doing enough for His glory; not winning souls... it all has added up like cholesterol in the body. We love consuming it, but the aftermath, after a prolonged period, is not so nice.
2nite's new HOF series is probably gng to be a wake-up call for many... and I'll probably be the 1st to be slapped left, right, up, down, centre, for everything spiritual dat I was not.
Yes Lord, take me into the Holy of Holies.
Yes, I wanna rise up again.
Yes, I'm sorry for the way I treated You.
No, I WILL not sleep no more.
Yes, blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness.
Yes, I shall be filled!
'Finally, brothers, good-by. Aim for perfection, listen to my appeal, be of one mind, live in peace. And the God of love and peace will be with you.' - 2 Cor 13:11
Peace out & GB.
Tohster was left alone
on 11:15 am
Monday, July 03, 2006 || ?aLmOsT LoSt iT¬
- [Updating from SSC library]
I almost fell sick ytd, much thnx to the stress sch gave during the past week.
Thnk God everything's finally over; the assignments, the MTV, the drama... I wasn't just breaking a sweat, merely, but lost some sleep, which I managed to catch up on some today.
Then again, to every end, there's another beginning. So I can relax... for now dat is.
So in this very quiet area I'm updating, with a sense of ease for once, away from the hustle and bustle of the world. Can hear some fireworks from the National Stadium which is juz nearby only. At least it's spectacular, rather than boring schwork. @ least I'm gettin' used to muggin' late into the wee hrs of the night. Anyway, the grace of God never fails; it always warns me when my body's gonna to break down. The bouts of sneezing couldn't come any more timely than ytd, juz b4 we began rehearsing for our Create drama, and I had to take some Panadol in trying to stall it. Thank God dat he witheld the running nose during the skit, and we managed to pull it of. I realised only several minutes later dat my nose had been cured. God works wonders isn't it? So much for the medicine. Well, at least I've got an excuse for not attending the blood donation drive at my church 2day. Hahaz... juz joking. I hope God bestows me with courage to face it next yr when it takes place again. Hehe.
Btw, Region A came in 1st for the Create 2006 MTV submissions! Woohoo! Thnk God... all our efforts were not in vain, esp. for Walt [who burnt the midnight oil juz to see the vid rendered 3, 4 times]. Sing Tee was so overjoyed she could have somemore Sakae Sushi [won vouchers entitled to dat retauraunt], along w/ the other voucher she received for her vocal group efforts w/ David[yeah... the 'a name created by Pastor Alan' Duo team]. The irony was dat Walt and I were treated to some Sakae on Wed, and the former had bad food poisoning, ultimately missing G12. I'll spare the details b4 they lose business. LOL.
Our drama came in 2nd, which wasn't too bad since mayn things were last min, and we didn't even haf props. Joshua nvr ceases to amaze me, this time clinching the Best Supporting Actor Award for his role. Kudos to Region C, who pulled it off w/ some ROFL material on 'Creation', a good theme to work on for an event coined as 'Create'.
Congrats to all the winners [and non-winners] of Create 2006. Ya'll did v. well, becuz ya'll ultimately did it for the glory of God, and dat's good enough for Him as much as I hope it will be for ya'll.
Now dat all this has finsed, reality check is @ hand. Stress really has been getting to my head, and I've been less able to ctrl my emotions, let alone having enough time to seek God.
"God, I pray you'll forgive me for habouring so much anger and bitterness this week. Like you said: ' man's anger does not bring about the righteousness God desires for us.' I pray dat you'll guide me in my many endeavours, but also keep me in check of my spiritual state dat I may not forsake You . Help me not to compromise on wat You've convicted me of, for You're setting me apart from the chaff till the day You come. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from the evil one. Through Jesus Christ I ask and pray... Amen."
I may be changing my specialisation from IM to Animation very soon. Keep me in prayer dat I may make the right decision this time round, as there are many pros and cons to this.
God light my path.
Peace out & GB.
Tohster was left alone
on 12:42 pm
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