Saturday, November 17, 2007 || AdJu5t|\/|ent5
- Ok. So I decided to replace my previous post after much consideration, since the last time I was basically trying to rush it out. My life's been pretty uneventful till now, especially since school reopened not too long ago, and I've got some things I wanna get off my chest.
Sem. break is over and it's now the 5th wk of my new school semester. I kinda slacked my entire holidays of, which was something I really didn't intend to do, even though in the early stages I tried to drive myself with some form of work, which eventually couldn't bring myself to do. Well, no use crying over spilled milk. I'm blessed with a new semester that only has me up for only 2 modules! Now how cool is that?
Even into this 5th week, the pressure isn't still really on for me. I've got great friends and wonderful tutors. But I've got to admit; there's seems to be an inspiration breakdown going inside my head. Maybe I'm too used to having stress be the driving force behind my work, but I think that's just superficial to say the least. Honestly speaking, I just feel lazy this time of the year, especially since Christmas is just around the corner. I think the rainy season doesn't make things any better. Rather, it only makes cloud 9 seem better half the time, although I still keep late nights for some reason, much to the annoyance of my parents. I noe it's a bad habit sleeping like 5 hours a day only, especially when there's no work to be done. Guess it's time I returned to managing my hours wisely.
Thank God, I've finally found a job that pays well. It's some sort of data-entry/trans-scribing desk job. I listen to this seminar file recorded on mp3, and I basically type out a report based on it. Trust me, initially I wasn't too enthusiastic about it. With cramped office space, cold air-conditioning, and the fact that I have to utilize my own resources (i.e. my laptop) to deliver the work, it didn't seem promising. Still, what's so bad about getting paid $40 for a 5hr/day job? Plus, my employer is probably one of the nicest people I've ever met, and I learn new stuff everytime with the seminar files. He's currently doing a series on dating, which I think is pretty useful for young adults like me, though I don't really dig his secular methods of doing so. I'm thankful He helps my mind to filter out the unnecessary stuff. So, on the whole, I'm fine with it. Don't get me wrong though, I joined it to get some working experience, and not for the sake of learning how to hit on girls. I'd rather trust God's timing in regards to finding 'true love' in the future. Nonetheless, I'm grateful to Him for His blessings in opening up this door, to work, for me.
I must reinstate the very necessity in my life to draw nearer to God as well. These days, life doesn't get any better unless you know God is control. To be honest, thought of seeking God's face doesn't really thrill me as much as it did in the past. Guess dats wat we all do we grow familiar with something; we like to put it aside and go on to something better. Still, nothing can replace the conviction in my heart dat He is the only One dat truly satisfies, and I haf to really pick up from there and start doing something about my crappy spiritual life.
This should be my primary goal b4 the year ends. The Christmas season is coming up [or rather, it alrdy IS here], and it's high time to stretch out those 'shriveled hands' of ours, if not physically, then at least in prayer.
Sounds like a mouthful, but God give me strength for the long run. Nonetheless, I think life's starting to spice up a little once again, and may my heart burn for Him once again.
Peace out & GB.
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