Wednesday, October 25, 2006 || ...To Grandma...
- I was woken up on Sat morning, only to hear the most shocking news ever.
My last grandparent, my maternal grandma, had juz passed away.
At first, I didn't noe how to react, but somehow I knew immediately dat it was finally time... God's will has been done.
If thr was one thing I knew throughout the whole of the past 3 days, it was dat she has gone home to be w/ the Lord in a better place whr thr wld be no burdens. It really put me @ peace knowing dat almost throughout the past 18 years of my life, she was slipping in and out of heart attacks, strokes and whatnot.
You will truly be missed grandma:
- for preparing and feeding me porridge during my younger days.
- for comforting me whenever there was a thunderstorm [yeah... I was afraid of thunder... in the past...]
- for always being there for me during the times of my illness, w/ all the funny chinese concotions which strangely tasted pretty gd.
- for forcing me to drink barley every Saturday, even coaxing sis and I by adding rock sugar, during the times when you were stronger.
- ...
Well, for simply being thr for me when I needed you most.
Yes, she did cause much inconvinience during her last few months on earth, but I guess it could nvr outweigh the many years she spent raising me up, since most of the time, mum & dad would be @ work.
You'll always remain in our hearts till the day we see you again...
"God, thank You for my grandma. She was porbably the only grandma I knew all too well, even her eating habits. Thank you for putting her in my life. Even though she was nvr satisifed w/ life, she always desired Your will to be done ultimately. Forgive me, Lord, if I was ungrateful to her during the times whr she became more of a hinderance; for being so insensitive @ times to her needs. I thank You dat you gave her the peace to let go, and I know dat even though in death, she has found eternal life. Grant me and the family strength to move on from here on. The memories we will cherish, but remind us dat one day we will see her in heaven, whr we will live eternally forever. Thr were times I did struggle with the fact whether or not she would end up in eternity, for she hardly attended church, hardly read the bible... but you rebuked me for being so religious in my thoughts. Had I not taken into consideration she prayed? Had I not taken into consideration her desire to yearn after you daily?
It's too late for regrets. Lord, you haf given and you have taken. If only she could be raised from the dead, I would be willing to make amends... any amends!
Then again, would not Your care and protection be so much better in her imperishable body?
Lord, thank You for saving her soul, above everything else. For if not for You in her heart, she would not have lived her life to the fullest, till a ripe ol' age of 94. Thank You for blessing her life, as much as she blessed us w/ hers. Though in flesh gone, in spirit, she remains; and longing to see her one day.
Thank You so much for grandma, one of the greatest blessings in life I will live on to rmb for a lifetime. I commit all of this unto Your hands, knowing dat Lord, she is finally w/ You in paradise, and I nid not fret.
In Jesus Name... Amen."
"For me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain."[Philippains 1:21]
Peace out & GB.
Tohster was left alone
on 1:55 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 || For |-|[]|_YHIP-HOP...
- It's misunderstood these days... and half the time, I get criticised for listening to such musik.
But it's much more closer to the faith than u think...
Here's ma' man Da T.R.U.T.H.!
Peace out & GB.
Tohster was left alone
on 12:04 am
Sunday, October 15, 2006 || [Holi-End]
- Waahhh...
Time sure flies when u're havin' fun... and juz like dat, 6 weeks of hols r gone. Awww....
It was fruitful nonetheless. Getting employed part-time, getting paid, learning to work independantly... yeah, I did get a sense of achievement.
Still, I'm always wondering why my course's hols r always shorter than any other courses dat r around. Maybe, dat's truly the life of a designer.
'Perogatives' aside.
I managed to enjoy my last few moments of my hols ytd @ Heart.Sports. Frankly speaking, I was feeling rather lerthargic while gng @ it, but Praise God for the win pulled by the skin of our teeth. Hey, we not doing too bad for a team dat has hardly any sporting talents. Moreover, we were up against a very strong team. It's truly the hand of God. Hahaz.
Made our way, thereafter, to Wen Yi's place for a pot bless session, and had a wonderful time enjoying dat time of fellowship, and of course, it was good to see some old faces as well.
Oh yeah, I was witness to Dixon's 2nd driving experience on the road after he juz recenlty passed his driving exams. Well, it was quite a gd try for a beginner, although the ride was quite bumpy. I was mumbling half the time while he was parking, afraid he would crash into another vehicle. It was distracting for him I admit, and yes he did express his utter resentment @ dat after the whole ride was over. Lol.
OK. I will not try to get into cloud 9 with all this talk. After all, we shouldn't be lovers of pleasure, rite?
Monday, 6 p.m. tmr... BACK TO SCHOOL!
Peace out & GB!
Tohster was left alone
on 9:40 pm
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