Tuesday, September 06, 2005 || Findingll?llPeace
- I got down on my knees. I prayed. I cried out to Lord Almighty. I sought for peace.
Sometimes, I feel juz like a hypocrite. God calls me to be a peacemaker, but in Him I haf no peace.
Still I thank God for the victory on Sun nite when I overcame temptation. It had brought me closer to the fact dat we can never truely let our guard down.
Which is why Jesus told us to 'guard our hearts w/ all diligence'.
Abt me takin' the nxt Step of Faith in God - it was God speakin' to me to rise up in my faith, and nothing dat was pre-conceived. Stagnation is not an option. I need strength to move forward, and I Thank God I found it in the Holy Spirit; The Helper, The Aid.
Now, its not dat I'm weak in faith or anything. Rather, I'm being tested by the Lord so dat I can rise above greater adversity through faith. I can be comforted though whenever I think back on my past experiences w/ troubles: my O' Levels, my Dengue fever last yr, and the ministry I was tasked w/. God helped me clear all of them becuz I sought Him in the 1st place.
So wat now?
Now I'm gonna get on my knees everyday and seek His face. 'The fervent supplication of the righteous [man] has much power'. Hallejuah. I mean... its the only sensible thing to do. However, its not the kneeling down dats gonna do the work, its the heart dats gonna fins the job.
And Josh, how rite u r when u talk abt ridding oneself of the worldly desires. I think I've still yet to master dat. Truely we muz walk by the Spirit and not by the flesh.
So I praise God now dat He has given revelation, for it is not becuz I've strayed from Him, but becuz I'm still attached to this world one way or another, even though I dun realise it myself. Dat can be serious, cuz when we r brough into eternity w/ Christ, even though everything may be perfect, we'll still find it uncomfortable living w/o the world and its desires amiss. I muz pray for the desire to release completely. Release completely I muz.
"The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up; then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field." - Matt 13:44
May I uncover the worldly desires, which I haf buried, in due time, and relase them unto the Lord.
Thank u all for keepin' me in prayer. Fret not - I'm growing steadily, but surely, in Him who started the work in me, and will go through life w/ me until the complete metamorphsis is done.
Peace out & GB.
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"To everything there's a season; a time for every purpose under Heaven." - Ecc 3:1
"Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called children of God." - Matt 5:9
"And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires." - Gal 5:24
"He disarmed the principalities and powers and made a public example of them, triumphing over them in him." - Col 2:15
"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; A good understanding have all those who do His commandments.His praise endures forever." - Psalm 111:10
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