Monday, January 30, 2006 || Blessing§ to Burden§
- I've been seeing red throughout the entire of this past wk. Either I've been extremely frustrated w/ sch work, or its juz the notion of the CNY this period.
Anyhoo... I've been really bogged dwn by sch work. Thnk God I found time to relax this wk, esp. w/ the dawning of the much needed Lunar New Yr. break. More imptly, I was able to spend more time w/ God.
Speaking abt pryer, I'm really motivated by EFC's (shld I say the elite?) prayer warriors to involve myself more in grp prayer, although I hardly meet-up w/ em' to do so. Hehz. PTL, I went for one recently and could really felt he presence of God saturate the meeting place. Really grateful for such wonderful peeps in Christ, and I believe God is gng to work great and mighty things through us as we pray.
I could see a few prayers ans'd as I did my 'bai nian' this wk. My auntie on my mum's side actually broke dwn when she saw me and my sis. She even speaks differently, complaining less abt her life and how trying it is to live. My mum says it's becuz she has no peace. I'd prefer to see it as God workin' smth out in her spirit. PTL! Once again, the beattitude of James 5:16. Woot! My cousins were oso less difficult to deal w/ this time rnd when I visited them. Got many more ang-baos, and though I collected slightly lesser than my sis [it's the same every yr. becuz I'm always more focused in interacting w/ my cousins], I consider it God's blessings to haf such rich relatives and selfless Christian elders. And I mean it in a gd way.
Lol.
I will admit that I gave in to certain temptations, that being mostly of gaming along w/ my cousins, who r addicted to video games. Guess I've quite some way to go b4 I become a total spirutal Nazarithe for Christ. God help me.
Devon and I haf been really burdened by the spiritual condition of my G12 members. Many of them r very far away from God rite now, not juz in terms of commitment. Smtimes, it becomes v. difficult to encourage them to come, and thr's a very fine line between push and shove nowadays when I try to follow up on em'. I did mention I wld take drastic measures, so I'm turning to fasting beginging tmr. I believe its a step closer to uniting the G12 together, smthing I believe both me and Dev haf overlooked for a v. long time alrdy. Pls keep us in prayer. I haf faith our G12 Certification will come yr., not juz physically, but spiritually as well. Why spiritually? I want my members to consist of genuine believers, not lukewarm Christians. Its juz like Jesus in John 6:60. When he delivered hard teaching, many couldn't accept it and deserted him. I believe its oso a rhema to me when I reached the conclusion: Jesus still ended up w/ the 12 disciples he had CHOSEN. Its time to start gettin' picky, but I wun cease soul-winning, but if thr's anyth. I wanna accomplish in this time of fasting is spiritual growth, above all things, in my G12 b4 we get certified. No use gettin' certification yet havin' dry bones amongst my grp. I pray the Holy Spirit will lead me to disciple those who r willing to seek God's will, not theirs.
It's a Godly jealousy ppl. Pls dun be stumbled.
Headed dwn to Changi Broadwalk this afternoon for a leisurely walk w/ my family. Initially I was reluctant to, since I had a great deal of work yet to be completed, but I figured it'd be no harm to get a lil' gd ol' sea breeze. Felt v. refreshed after the entire outing. Praise God for day-time beach convection.
Will be headin' over to Aunty Jenn's place tmr for grp prayer once again. Yehaw! Let's move heaven and earth once again, my bros' and sis' in Christ. Looks like its cheong time for my homewrk tmr morning, but believe God will bless as I sacrifice my time in faith!
Dats all for now. And do give ur opinions on this blog and if thr's anyth. else dat needs changing. Thnx!
Peace out GB~.
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