Thursday, June 01, 2006 || _=Run For Cover_=
- I REALLY NEED SOME TIME ALONE WITH GOD!
A lot of times, when we're in deepest pits of trouble, we tend to turn to God, only juz to throw him to one side later when the trials are over. Like Pastor Dale said during prayer meeting: 'We tend to give God the crap!'
Personally, for me, it's kinda vice-versa.
I dunnoe. Maybe it's fatigue from all the work and longsuffering I've got to put up w/ during those trying times, and I've a feeling God is putting me through more ridiculously stressful situations for training me up. After all, we're transforming from image to image, and from glory to glory!
Ok, so I thought JC alrdy busted me up real bad. Can't believe 2nd yr. in poly is juz as rigorous. Argh! So much for withdrawing from dat institution. Anyway, I like this course for wat it offers; creativity, skills, industry experience, steady frens... if I were yr. one all over again, I'd probably still choose this course above any other. Hahaz.
Thank God... he has been ever so faithful in helping me deliver my assignments on time, even tho' I've been a bad testimony in certain ways [i.e. 'poning' a particular class this week... *ahem*]. I mean... like haf u ever tried working until 5 a.m. in the morning, and expecting urself to wake up @ 7 a.m. the nxt morning to head for sch? Kinda insane. But as I said, I had only 2 1/2 hrs of sleep during one of the days. Craaa-zzzii-ee!
Well, we all face problems. It's the Christian who always says: 'God is good!' No matter wat the situation, we muz believe God is still in control! It's a matter of opinion... how big is your God? Rmb... the power of agreement matters.
"I tell you the truth, whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven." - Matt 18:18
It's time to return back to my prayer closet, and really set ma' mind on Christ. So many things to pray for, yet so lil' time.
"O God, cleanse me of all unrighteousness! Your word says: 'blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled!'[Matt 5:6] Help me to overcome my apathy, and the lack of desire for your presence. May I never neglect this great salvation! I've lived this life for so many years, and I noe much will be expected from me. I believe you're throwing all these @ me to raise me up to another level of trust in you. I will not question Your ways, for I noe wat You haf in store for those are Your's are gd things. You haf good thoughts about us, and You haf never failed us in one promise, and never will. Its all abt our faith in You, and I pray dat You will enable us, by Your Holy Spirit, to haf dat child-like faith in u. Faith dat juz looks up to You and completely believing You are truly above everything we face, juz like a child looking up to a father, and has complete trust in him to be able to defend him.
O Lord, thr's so much to learn still, but help me not to be a drop-out, like wat I was during my JC days. When the tough times came, I crumbled under the immense pressure. My earnest desire to be more like You, tho' it will take even more stamina than any physically strain I've ever experienced b4. Thank You for the Holy Spirit! The Comforter, The Helper on whom I can depend, in times of great adversity to help us, and in times of great triumph even to humble us. A power dat was due to us w/o any conditions or stipulations, but only by the simple acceptance of You, Jesus, was it given to us. The rest was alrdy finished for us.
Help me set my eyes upon You once again I pray! In the most glorious name of Jesus Christ, I pray... Hallelujah and Amen!"
I need some gd rest too manz. I'm gettin' panda eyes soon. No.. wait... I ALRDY HAF EM'! Arrgghhh!
Peace out & GB
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"To everything there's a season; a time for every purpose under Heaven." - Ecc 3:1
"Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called children of God." - Matt 5:9
"And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires." - Gal 5:24
"He disarmed the principalities and powers and made a public example of them, triumphing over them in him." - Col 2:15
"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; A good understanding have all those who do His commandments.His praise endures forever." - Psalm 111:10
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