Monday, July 23, 2007 || Moichido
- Wow...
I can't recall when was the last time I blogged. All I noe is... it's high time I stopped the pestering and start updating again.
Needless to say, alot of things haf happened within the past... oh... I dunnoe... 5 months ago [according to my previous post]. I mean some of the biggest highlights were like winning the church youth's Best Region Video Promotion, receiving 2 mp3 players within 2 wks [no kidding... sold one away alrdy], and beginning a new semester with new faces around me.
Amongst all the excitement, I still face the struggles of everyday life. God is good through all. Without his grace, I dun think I could carry on another day. Still, It's the trials that always draw us closer to God. It's the heavy rain dat always awakens us to a need. It's always a storm dat drives us to seek a lighthouse.
My prayer was never to be a complacent Christian, but I guess we're human after all. No wonder Jesus said that 'the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak'. I've come to realize procrastination as probably one of the biggest crimes when it comes down to being a child of God, and I haf no idea how long I've told myself to make a change, a difference in attitude towards God. These days, it's juz one day after another w/o any significant progress in my walk with God. Not dat I don't want it to move forward, but the cares of this world sometimes do get to me - I'm not afraid to admit it. Even being preoccupied with God's work has sometimes driven me further away from Him; the recent CREATE Video where I spent more time worrying about it than getting on my knees in intercession for it. No doubt it's one of the many reasons why we ended up being the last in a category which Walter and I supposedly excelled in, but I've chosen to recognise His soverignty in this matter. No matter, I'm pretty elated to know Region A has won the Canvas Art, Vocal Solo and Group categories, which now brings us up to 2nd position on the HOF Inter-Region board. Still, we have a lot of work to do for our attendance.
Souls... I remember like it was ytd when I reached out to Stanley, and thank God he's now faithfully attending another church w/ his gf. Dat was den, but now I seem to haf lost that heart for the loss - all over again. I dunnoe if it's a vicious cycle or wat, but totally am lacking boldness and faith to even reach out to my own coursemates these days. Maybe I'm not prayed up enough to truly deal with them as I've dealt with Stan in the past, even as a friend to them. Even during the recent outreach, I struggle to get some contacts, which unfortunately, wasn't able to get any, despite the 'roadblock' we set up outside a particular sch. As if dat wasn't enough, there was a slight rain before then, and the whole area became like a ghost town.
There should not be another day in my life dat continue in this manner. God, I'm asking every morning dat You break this cycle. Yet, I noe it's more than juz dat rise-and-shine devotion I gotta be faithful to.
Apologies if this post sound v. emo., but I can't help but reflect upon all these esp. since it juz rained in my area. It kind of reminds me how awfully cold I am to The Faith now when I noe I shld, and can, be doing better if I juz looked to Him.
I dunnoe how often I'll check back here. Maybe more often den before, now dat I've jumpstarted this blog all over again after a long hiatus. Moreover, for the sake of my STORY module, I haf to do something to keep my mind working, esp. on my language.
God grant me strength.
Totally encouraged by Pastor Dale's msg today on Performance vs. Presence, which refreshed my memory on performance actually paving the way for the Holy Spirit to move. Dat's how I looked @ it. And when we dun do well, sin ends up crouching at our door, and we haf to master it.
It's been a pretty long time since I broke down @ altar call. There was something different in that short but powerful sermon. I guess God wants to bless, as Pastor Dale would have it said.
Alrite, I shall stop my ramblings here for now. Need to touch up on my Earthworm Jim animation b4 tomorrow's lesson, and work on my singing for the mini-musical [arrrggghhh... juz less than 5 days away]. Thank God for today's most fruitful rehearsal. At least, I got to hear where I went out of tune so I can work out those parts.
Peace out & GB.
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