Tuesday, September 08, 2009 || M|X3D Em0t10ns
- Lol... if you were confused by my last post, I apologize very much. It's not easy to decipher when one speaks in 3rd person. Haha. Call it whatever you want. Sometimes expressing yourself in that manner gets much needed anxiety off your chest - at least for me.
It's down to 6 more days. I'm really going to miss a lot of people. You really never know what you've got till it's gone. The time and opportunities you never cherished are snatched away in an instant. 6 days will seem like a walk in the park compared to the next 2 years. I'm counting on it to change me.
Yeah, people tell me I'm a kid stuck in a young man's body. No one makes that more clear than my sis. Seriously, I might start appreciating those words after a few days in Tekong. Everyone says PTP makes life easier for you during BMT. Guess God has a purpose for everything, though I still haf that wanting to stay out juz a while longer. Haiz...
The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
I'm really grateful to a close brother and confidant. Though he may not be reading this, juz wanna give a shout out. You know who are *hyuk hyuk*. Yeah... he shared with me a lot of spiritual truths as of late, which really set me reflecting about my own life and the circumstances around it. Life hasn't been a whole lot fair to me as of late. Maybe becuz I'm so free these days to the point where I juz get myself into a lot of unnecessary trouble. I thank God for such friends in my life. We should never take them for granted. Dun wait till it's NS [or for something terrible to happen] - it'll be too late then.
Sounds like I'm writing a chain letter or something. HAH!
Life alone at home everyday can swing both ways. That could explain why one moment I can be extremely high, and the in the next moment become really anal about stuffs. Tried occupying my time with Maya and gesture drawing, but I'm too used to working under pressure. No pressure = no intestinal fortitude. Lol. I can forsee dat my weekends will eventually be spent trying to catch up, which brings me to ponder on my future; more specifically, where should I further my studies..
Guess that's what the 2 years are for; supposing I get a slack unit life. I hope...
I'll shall continue updating this space till my days in urban Singapore are numbered. I might consider shutting this blog down once for all then. The idea of sharing your feelings on the WWW does not entice me as much as it used to. We'll see where this leads up to.
Music video time again~!
This is a cute one from m-flo [extremely popular rap group in Japan] and Monkey Majik [a gaijin band based in Japan]. Enjoy!
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Peace out & GB.
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